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 MIRACLE
HEALING TESTIMONY
by: The
Betty Baxter Story
"He
was wounded for our transgressions, He was bruised for our iniquities; the
chastisement of our peace was upon Him and with His stripes we are
healed."
(Isaiah 53:5)
THE
BETTY BAXTER STORY
MY
BODY WAS TWISTED & CRIPPLED & DEFORMED - I was born with a curve
in my spine
As
far back as I can remember I wasn't normal like other boys and
girls. My body was twisted and crippled and deformed. I guess
I will never forget that awful feeling of no hope. I know how it
feels to have the family doctor look in my face and say, "Betty,
there is no hope." Also to be carried from one hospital to
another and see the specialists shake their heads and says, "There is
nothing medical science can do."
I
was born with a curve in my spine. Every vertebra was out of place; the
bones were twisted and matted together. As you know the nerves are
centered on the spine. The x-rays showed that the bones were twisted and
matted together; therefore my nervous system was wrecked. I was hopelessly
crippled and deformed with no hope for a cure.
THE
DOCTORS SAID THERE IS NOTHING WE CAN DO
One
day as I lay in the University hospital in Minneapolis, Minnesota, I began
to shake all over. It was sort of a trembling at first but soon I was
shaking violently from head to toe. I shook out of my bed and fell on the
floor. The doctor rushed in and put me back on the bed. He said,
"This is what I have been expecting. She now has St. Vitus
Dance and there is nothing to do but send her home.
They
took wide straps and strapped my body to the bed. It didn’t keep me from
shaking but it did keep me from falling out of bed. They kept me strapped
to the bed day and night, only removing them long enough for my nurse to
bathe me. When the straps were removed my body would be raw and blistered.
I
LIVED IN CONSTANT PAIN - AND LIVED ON MORPHINE
I
know what it is to suffer. I lived in pain. The doctors kept me on drugs
so I could endure the pain. When I came into the world my heart was not
normal and under the power of Morphine it grew worse. Eventually I came to
have a heart attack about every week.
At
last my body became so accustomed to the Morphine that it couldn’t take
full effect. I would bite my lips to keep from screaming while the hypo
took effect and then when the pain would not go I would scream for another
injection of Morphine. Only after two or three Morphine injections could I
get any relief from the torturing racking pain.
I
remember the day the doctor took me off the Morphine. He said to mom,
"Mrs. Baxter, it isn’t doing her any good. Her body is accustomed
to Morphine." He removed everything from my bed and said,
"Betty, I’m sorry but I can’t keep giving you morphine
injections. That’s all I know to do." I was only nine years old at
that time. Oh how long the nights were as I lay racked with pain, my
crippled and deformed body barely able to move. Many times I would twist
in the bed struggling for a little relief and feel myself blacking out.
Then for hours I would lay unconscious.
I
GREW UP IN A CHRISTIAN HOME
I
was raised in a Christian home. My parents were not full gospel as I am
today, they were Nazarenes, but they loved Jesus. Mom had taught me ever
since I can remember the story of Jesus. My mother believed the Bible and
told me that Jesus was the same Savior today as He was when He walked the
sandy shores of Galilee and that He still heals today if people will only
believe and have faith in Him.
Before
I go further into my story I want to say that the greatest miracle that
ever took place in my life was not when Jesus healed my crippled, twisted,
deformed body but when He saved my soul from sin. As long as I had Jesus
in my heart, I could go to heaven even though I was crippled and deformed
in my body. But not if I was not saved by the blood of
Jesus.
My
conversion happened when I was only nine years old after hearing our
Nazarene pastor, Brother Davis, tell what he said was the "Greatest
Story in the World." It was the oldest story in the world; yet it is
ever new: the story of Jesus.
Beginning
at Jesus’ birth in the manger, Brother Davis told the beautiful story,
finally ending with the cross and the Resurrection. He told how with His
two precious hands He touched the blind eyes and they saw; how He touched
the deaf ear and if was unstopped; how He cleansed the leper, how He fed
the multitude with a little boy’s lunch; how His feet carried Him over
the hot blistering sands of Galilee while He preached the gospel to the
people; how He walked on the water and did not sink.
He
told how the people after all this, took Jesus and pierced His two
precious hands with nails, and thrust a spear in His side and when they
pulled it out, blood and water gushed out of His side and flowed down His
limbs, the Royal blood spilling on the ground. He said this blood had
power to save from sin and heal our bodies from affliction today.
It
was the best story I had ever heard. He began singing in his beautiful
tenor voice: "Softly and tenderly Jesus is calling, calling for
you and for me; See at the portals He’s waiting and watching, Watching
for you and for me. Come home, come home, ye who are weary, come
home. Earnestly, tenderly Jesus is calling; calling, O sinner, come
home."
Tears
began trickling down my cheeks. I found myself kneeling and asking Jesus
to save me. As I knelt, I saw a vision of my heart and Oh, it was
black. I knew I couldn’t get to heaven with a black heart, full of
sin. Then I saw a vision on a hill far away an old rugged cross. I
saw shaping up above the cross bright, sparkling letters, these words
which I read: “HE DIED FOR YOU”
I said "Jesus, now I know that you
did and I want you to save me from my sins."
I
saw before me a big door in the shape of a heart, Jesus walked up to that
door and listened in. There was no knob or latch on the outside. (You must
open the door). Then Jesus knocked once and listened, then the second, and
the third time He knocked the door flew open; Jesus walked in and I knew I
was saved. I felt the great burden of sin roll off of me. Jesus is still
in my heart today because if he had gone out I would have known it.
I
DECIDED THAT I WANTED TO BE AN EVANGELIST
I
told Brother Davis I was going to be an evangelist. Then he gently put his
hand on my head and prayed a blessing over me. Later he told my parents:
"Don’t ever let this girl get away from the call of God. I have
never seen a child her age have such an experience with the Lord as she
has."
But
the hand of affliction began to cut my life short. The only relief I got
was through my mother’s prayers. My daddy did not have the faith in
Jesus to heal my body as Mom did but he was a good dad to me and never
hindered Mom from praying for me.
My
mother loved Jesus with a great love. I believe she understood Jesus
better than anyone I ever knew. She seemed to know how to make my faith in
Him for Him to heal me someday.
My
darkest hour came while they were wheeling me down the hospital corridor
on a stretcher. The doctor walked up, stopped the stretcher, looked down
at me and said, "Betty, we have x-rayed your spine. Every vertebra is
out of place; the bones are twisted and matted together. Also you need a
new kidney; as long as the old kidney remains you will have pain."
Dad
said, "No, I am going to do everything in my power to make my child
well again but never shall a knife tough my child." I have never had
an operation except the one when Jesus did the operating and He doesn’t
leave any scars. How wonderful it is when Jesus does something for us; it
is always perfect and never leaves any bad effects.
"Well,
Mr. Baxter," the doctor said, "we can never hope to untangle
that mass of bones in Betty’s body. We can never hope to fix her
deformed & twisted body. Take her home and let her be as happy as
possible."
THE
DOCTORS WERE SENDING ME HOME TO DIE - I WAS ELEVEN YEARS OLD
I
was eleven years old at that time and had no idea that the doctor was
sending me home to die. I looked at him, "Yes, Doctor, but someday
God will heal my body. I will be well and strong then."
I
had faith then, for Mom had read God’s Word to me and talked to me about
Jesus so that my faith was strong. One of Mom’s favorite scriptures in
those days was, "If thou canst believe all things are possible to him
that believeth." Also, "Nothing is impossible with God."
They
took me home where the doctor said I would soon die. I grew worse. The
pain I had suffered before was nothing compared to what I began to feel
after I returned home.
I
WOULD GO BLIND FOR WEEKS AT A TIME - I WOULD BECOME DEAF ALSO
I
would go blind and for weeks could not see; I would become deaf and could
not hear; dumb and could not speak. My tongue would swell and then would
be paralyzed.
Then
the blindness would leave, also the deafness and paralysis of the tongue.
It seemed I was caught; some awful power was trying to destroy me. But
each day Mom would pray with me and tell me God was able to heal my body.
I
can’t count the many times that for day after day I saw no one but Dad,
Mom and the doctor. As I lay there during those years of loneliness,
isolated from the world, I found out one thing: doctors can isolate you
from your loved ones, they can take friends from your bedside but they
can’t isolate you from Jesus because He promised, "I will never
leave you nor forsake you."
So
it was during those years of loneliness that I got acquainted with the
King of Kings and Lord of Lords. Many people have said, "Betty, why
didn’t God heal you when you were a little child and had such great
faith?"
I
don’t know. God’s ways are not my ways. God’s ways are best. There
is one thing I do know-during those awful years of loneliness and pain I
really got to know Jesus. He lives in the Valley, my friend. He is the
Lily of the Valley and you will find Him there if you look for Him.
Standing in the shadows you will see Jesus.
Mom
would bathe me in the mornings and then she would leave me. Sometimes I
would hear a soft walk by my bedside and would wonder if Mom had come in
the room while I was not listening. Then I would hear a soft voice that I
learned to know. It was not Dad’s voice. It was not Mom’s voice. It
was not my doctor’s voice. It was Jesus speaking to me.
The
first time this happened He called me by my first name three times, very
softly. He knows your name and where you live.
"Betty!"
"Betty!" "Betty!"
He
called me three times before I answered. I said, "Yes, Lord, stay and
talk with me for a little while because I am so lonesome."
Would
He stay and talk with me? Yes, He would. He said a lot of things but one
thing I will never forget. I believe the reason He always told me this was
because He knew it thrilled me most. This is what He always said:
"Betty, I love you!" Jesus would look down upon me in my pitiful
condition so crippled and deformed that when my daddy would stand me up I
stood only as high as my little four year old brother. Large knots had
grown on my spine, the first one at the base of my neck, then one right
after the other to the base of my spine.
My
arms were paralyzed from my shoulders to my wrists. I could only move my
fingers. My head was twisted and turned down on my chest. When I drank
water I had to drink from a tube because I couldn’t raise my head. Yet
in this condition Jesus whispered that He loved me. I said, "Jesus,
help me to be patient because I can do anything as long as I know you love
me!" Many times He whispered, "Remember child, I will never
leave you nor forsake you."
Listen
friend, I am confident that He loved me just as much when I was crippled.
deformed, forgotten by all the world, as He does right now when I am well
and strong and able to work for Him.
I
remember as Jesus stood by my bedside I would ask Him, "Jesus, do you
know the doctors won’t give me any morphine for my pain? I wonder if you
know how sharp that pain is in my back where the knots are."
And
Jesus would say, "Oh, yes, I know. Don’t you remember? One day when
I hung between heaven and earth I took the pain and sickness of the whole
world upon me there."
I
EVENTUALLY GAVE UP ANY HOPE OF BEING WELL
As
the years went by I gave up all hope of ever being made well by a doctor.
Finally my dad came in and took my crippled and deformed body in his arms
and sat on the edge of his bed. He looked at me with big tears splashing
down his rugged face. He said, "Honey, you don’t know, you don’t
have the least idea what money is but I have given up everything, I have
spent all I have and more too in order to get you well. Betty, your daddy
has gone as far as he can go. There isn’t any hope anymore."
He
took out his handkerchief and wiped his face dry. Then looking at me he
said, "I don’t believe Jesus will let you suffer much longer. He
going to take you to that place called heaven and when you get inside
stand there and watch everyone that enters. Someday you will see daddy
coming through those gates. It won’t be long. The doctors say it will be
soon."
I
want to say right here that although I had given up hope as far as man’s
help is concerned, I still had faith in God.
One
day just before the sun went down I was struck with such unbearable pain
that I lapsed into unconsciousness. Three hours later, my mother noticed
my breathing was too slow and I scarcely had any pulse. She called the
doctor. After an examination, he said, "This is the end. She will
never regain consciousness." I lay unconscious for four days and
nights. The family was called in and they took up the death-watch.
The
fifth morning I remember opening my eyes. Mom leaned over the bed and put
her cool hand on my burning forehead. I felt as if I was burning up
inside. Knife-like pains were shooting through my spine. Mother said,
"Betty, it’s Mother, don’t you know me?" I couldn’t speak
but smiled at her. She raised her hands toward heaven and began praising
God for she felt God had answered her prayers and given me back to her.
As
I lay there looking at her, I thought, "Which would I rather do -
stay here with my mother and daddy or go to that place mother has read to
me about, a place where there is no pain."
I
remember mom used to say, "Betty, there are no cripples in heaven.
Everybody can walk in heaven." She said that in heaven there was no
sickness or death and that God took His big handkerchief and wiped away
all tears from the eyes. She said that in heaven I would no longer
be twisted, deformed and crippled, I would be tall and straight and able
to walk.
I
PRAYED THAT JESUS WOULD TAKE ME HOME TO HEAVEN
I
prayed a prayer that day that I suppose many other people have prayed.
"Jesus, I know that I am saved and am ready to go to heaven. Now Lord
all these years I have prayed to be healed but I have been denied. Lord I
have reached the end of the way and I’m not particular what you do.
Please come and take me to that place called heaven."
As
I prayed a thick darkness settled over me. I felt coldness creeping
through my body. In a moment’s time, it seemed, I was cold all over and
completely surrounded by darkness. As a child I had always been afraid of
the dark so I began crying, "Where am I? What is this place? Where is
my daddy? I want my daddy."
But,
my friend, there’s a time when daddy can’t go with you. There’s a
time when mother can’t go with you. They can stand and see you draw your
last breath but it takes Jesus to go the way of death with you.
As
the darkness settled about me, I saw through the darkness a long, dark,
narrow valley. I went inside this valley. I began to scream. "Where
am I? What is this place?" and from a distance I recognized my
mother’s voice speaking slowly, "Yea though I walk through the
valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil for thou art with
me."
I
remember saying, "this must be the valley of death. I prayed to die
and I guess to get to Jesus I will have to walk it," and I started
through this dark place.
Friend,
as sure as you live, every single one of you is going to die and when
death comes upon you, you hill have to walk through this valley. I am
confident that if you don’t have Jesus, you will walk it in the darkness
alone.
I
had barely got inside when the place lit up with the light of day. I felt
something strong and firm take hold of my hand. I didn’t need to look. I
knew it was the strong and nail-scarred hand of the Son of God who had
saved my soul. He took my hand and held it tightly and I went on through
the valley. I wasn’t afraid anymore. I was happy for now I was going
home. My mother had said in heaven I would have a new body, one that would
be straight instead of bent and twisted, deformed and crippled.
At
last we heard music in the distance, the most beautiful music I ever
heard. We quickened our steps. We came to a wide river separating us from
that beautiful land. I looked on the other side and saw green grass,
flowers of every color, beautiful flowers that would never die. I saw the
river of life winding its way through the city of God.
Standing
on its banks was a company of those who had been redeemed by the blood of
the Lamb and they were singing, "Hosanna to the King." I looked
at them, not a single one had knots on their spine or a face marred and
marked with pain. Not a single one of them was crippled, deformed or sick.
I said, "In a few minutes I’m going to join that heavenly band and
the moment I step on the other side I will straighten up and be well and
strong, no longer deformed and crippled."
I
was anxious to get across. I knew I wouldn’t have to cross it alone for
Jesus would be with me. But at that very moment I heard the voice of Jesus
and I stood at attention as I do when I hear the Master’s voice. Very
softly and with great kindness Jesus said, "No, Betty, it’s not
your time to cross yet. Go back and fulfill the call I gave you when you
were nine years old. Go back for you are going to have healing in the
fall."
As
I stood and listened to the words of Jesus, I must confess I was
disappointed. I remember I said, as tears rolled down my face, "When
I’m so close to happiness and health why must Jesus deny me. I’ve
never known a well day in my life, now when I’m so close to heaven, why
can’t I go on in?"
Then
I thought, "Oh, what am I saying?"
Turning
to Jesus I said, "Lord, I’m sorry. Your way is better than my way.
I’ll go back."
I
slowly regained consciousness. Then the doctor said I would not last
through the summer months. For weeks after that I could not speak. The
knots grew larger. I would hear Mom say, "Dad, look, the knots are so
hard and they are getting larger. She must be suffering."
I
couldn’t tell her just how I was suffering because the words would not
come. Listen, I know what it is to be in such pain that I would bite my
lips to keep from screaming with pain so that my mother could get some
sleep.
Early
summer came. Everyone in Martin County, Minnesota, knew the little Baxter
girl was dying. Saints and sinners alike came to my bedside but most of
the time I was unconscious. When I was conscious they would pat me on the
shoulder, say a kind word, and pass on.
But
during my moments of consciousness, I never gave up hope. I couldn’t
speak out loud but in my heart I said, "Lord, as soon as fall comes
I’ll have healing, won’t I Jesus?" I never doubted because Jesus
never breaks a promise. Jesus is a man of His word. I kept
believing He was going to heal me in the fall.
That
summer on the 14th day of August my speech returned. I hadn’t spoken for
weeks and I said, "Mom, what day is today?"
She
said, "The 14th day of August."
My
daddy came in at noon. I said, "Daddy, where’s the big chair?
Please put the pillows in it and set me in the big chair." The only
way I could sit in the chair was with my head resting on my knees and my
arms hanging down at my sides. I said, "Daddy, when you go out close
the door. Tell Mom not to come in for awhile, I want to be alone." I
heard my daddy sob as he left the room and he didn’t ask any questions.
He knew why I wanted to be alone. I had an appointment with the King.
My
friend, I want to tell you that you can have an appointment with Jesus at
any time you want to talk with Him. Any hour of the day or night, He is
ready to talk to you.
I
heard Dad click the door. I began to cry and sob. I didn’t know how to
pray. All I knew to do was merely talk to Jesus but it got the job done.
I
said, “Lord, you remember months ago I almost got to heaven and you
wouldn’t let me in. Jesus, you promised if I would go back that you
would have healing for me in the fall. I asked Mom this morning what day
it was and she said the 14th day of August. Jesus, I guess you don’t
count this fall yet because it’s still awful hot but Lord I wonder if
just for this one year you could call this fall and come and heal me? The
pain is so bad, Jesus, I have gone as far as I can go. I can’t stand the
pain any longer. I wonder Lord if you will call this fall and come and
heal me?"
I
listened. Heaven was quiet. But I didn’t give up. I pray differently
than some people, I guess. If I don’t hear from heaven, I pray until
Jesus answers. I listened a while longer. When there was no answer, I
began to cry again. I said, “Lord, I’ll tell you what I’ll do.
I’ll make a bargain. Now Jesus, listen to me. I’m going to
bargain with you. Jesus if you will only heal me and make me well inside
and outside I’ll go out and preach every night until I’m ninety years
old if you want me to."
Listen,
God knew I was sincere. I prayed again, “Lord, I’ll do more than that.
If you will heal me so I can walk and use my arms and be strong and normal
I’ll give you my whole life. It will no longer belong to Betty Baxter -
it will be yours and yours alone."
I
listened after I made these vows. This time I was rewarded. I heard the
voice of Jesus speaking audibly to me. He spoke these words: “I am going
to heal you completely August 24th, Sunday afternoon at 3:00
o’clock."
A
thrill of hope and expectancy swept through my entire body and soul. God
told me the day and the hour. He knows everything, doesn’t He?
The
first thought that came to me was “Won’t Mom be
glad when I tell her. Just think how happy she will be when I tell her.
Just think how happy she will be when I tell her I know the day and the
hour.” Then Jesus spoke again and said to me, “Now, don’t tell this
until My time comes."
I
thought, “I’ve never kept anything from my mother. How will I keep
this from her?"
Before
I got healed I walked softly before the Lord for fear I would do something
that would displease Him. I was afraid to tell my mother I knew the day
and the hour.
After
Jesus told me this I felt like a new person. I didn’t mind the sharp
pains any more or the violent throbbing of my enlarged heart. The 24th day
of August would soon come and I would have relief. I heard the door open
and Mom walked in. She knelt down on the rug and looked up in my face. I
wanted to tell her what Jesus had told me. The hardest thing I ever did
was to keep from telling her.
I
looked at Mom. I thought, “Something has happened to Mom, She looks so
pretty and young today.” Then I thought the reason she looked so
different was that I knew the secret about my healing next Sunday.
I
looked at her again and I was convinced more than ever that something had
happened to her. Her eyes had never shone like that before. Then all at
once she leaned over me, pushed the hair back from my forehead and said,
“Honey do you know when the Lord is going to heal you?” Oh, I knew but
I wasn’t supposed to tell. I couldn’t say “No,” for I would not be
telling the truth. So I said, “When?"
Mom
smiled and said, “August 24th, Sunday afternoon at 3:00 o’clock."
I
said, “Mom, how did you know? Did I let it slip and tell you?"
She
said, “No, the same God that talks to you talks to me."
When
my mother said that I was doubly sure God would heal my body the 24th day
of August and make me well. I said, “Mom, am
I getting straighter? Are the knots going away?” She looked at me and
said, “No, Betty, you are getting more bent every day and the knots are
growing larger."
I
said, “Mom, do you still believe God will heal me the 24th day of
August?"
She
said, “Sure I do. All things are possible if we only believe."
Many
people have asked how my mother knew the day I would be healed. While the
Lord was talking to me the rest of the family was in the dining room
eating. My mother had taken a fork full of food and as she was about to
put it into her mouth it dropped back on the plate with a clatter. Then
she heard the inner voice of God speak and say, “I have heard your
prayers and I am going to reward you for your faithfulness. I am going to
heal Betty, August 24th Sunday afternoon at 3 o’clock, and she knows the
same thing, as I have already told her.” So when Mom came in the room
she already know that the Lord had told me the day and hour that I would
be healed.
A
NEW DRESS
I
said, “Mom, listen to me. I haven’t had a dress on or shoes on my feet
since I was a little girl. I have worn these night clothes all these
years. Mom, when Jesus heals me Sunday afternoon I’m going to church
Sunday night. The stores are closed on Sunday. Mom, if you really believe
Jesus is going to heal me, will you go to Fairmont this afternoon and get
me some new clothes? Will you, Mom?"
My
mother showed her faith by her works. “Sure, I will go into town today
and get you some clothes so you can wear them Sunday night,” she said.
As
she was driving away, Dad stopped her. “Where are you going?”
“I’m going to town,” she said. “What for?” he asked.
“Well, I am going to get a new dress and shoes for Betty,” she said.
“Now, Mother, you know we won’t have to buy her a new dress until we
lay her away and let’s not think about it until we have to,” Dad said.
“Oh, no, she has had word from Jesus that He is going to heal her Sunday
afternoon, the 24th and I’ve had word too. I’m going to Fairmont to
get some new clothes for her."
My
mother brought them home and showed them to me. I thought the dress was
the most beautiful I had ever seen. The shoes were patent leather and they
were pretty.
Packed
among my treasures, in the bottom of an old chest, in my mother’s home
up in Iowa there lies that old blue dress right now.
After
my healing I wore it until I got a hole in it where I had rubbed against
the pulpit when I preached. I said, “Mom, don’t you think I’ll
look pretty when I get straight and can put on this dress and these shoes?"
When
people came to see me I would say, “Mom, get my dress and shoes out and
let my friends see them.” They looked at me, then at the dress and
shoes, then at my mother. I knew they thought strange of me but I knew
exactly what was going to happen the 24th day of August.
Yes,
there are lots of people who stand by and say, “If I could only see a
miracle I would believe.” But if you don’t believe it before you see
you will find some excuse after it happens. I told a neighbor of ours
who was not a Christian, that if he wanted to see me tall and straight, to
be at our house Sunday afternoon at 3:00 o’clock because Jesus is going
to come and heal me. he looked at me and said,
“Listen, I want to tell you if the day comes when I see you straight
I’ll not only become a Christian but I’ll be Pentecostal.” Today he
is still unsaved.
Saturday
the 23rd of August came. My mother always slept in a bed in my room so as
to be near me. That night when she got me all settled I fell asleep.
Sometime
in the night I awakened. The moon was shining through the window across
the foot of my bed. I heard somebody mumbling and I wondered if Daddy was
in my room talking to my mother.
Then
I saw a form on bended knees with arms raised in the moonlight. It was Mom
and tears were streaming down her face. She was praying “Lord Jesus,
I’ve tried to be a good mother to Betty. I’ve tried hard to teach her
about you. Now Jesus, I’ve never been away from her but when you heal
her I’m going to let her go anywhere you want her to go, even across the
stormy sea, because you are going to do for her tomorrow what no one else
could ever do. She’s Yours, Jesus. Tomorrow is the day. You will set her
free, won’t You Jesus?"
I
dropped off to sleep again. I couldn’t stay up to pray but Mom took my
place. It is because of her faith that I believe in God today, that I have
healing for my body.
Sunday
morning came. Daddy took my brothers and sisters to Sunday School.
They said he requested prayer for me with a broken heart, telling the
people that I was much worse and was going to die if God didn’t
undertake.
I
asked my pastor to be present that day at 3:00 o’clock but he said that
he had an appointment to try out for a church in Chicago and that was the
only time he could go but for us to wire him if I got my healing.
My
mother invited a few friends in, saying, “Be sure and get here about
2:30 because 3:00 o’clock is the hour."
They
came at 2:00 o’clock. They said, “Mrs. Baxter, we are early but we
know something is going to happen and we don’t want to miss it.” That
is the atmosphere they had around me when I was healed. At 15 minutes of
three my mother came to my bedside. I said, “Mom, what time is it?”
She said, “Just 15 minutes before Jesus is coming to heal you."
I
said, “Mom, take me in and place me in the big chair.” She carried me
in and set my twisted, crippled body in the chair and propped me up with
pillows. I saw the people as they knelt on the floor around my chair. I
saw my baby brother, four years old, and I realized I was so bent that I
stood only as high as he did. He knelt down by me, looked up and said,
“Sis, it’s not very long now until you will be taller than me."
At
10 minutes of three my mother asked me what I wanted them to do. I said,
“Mom, start praying, I want to be praying when Jesus comes.” I heard
her sobbing and praying for Jesus to keep His promise and come and heal my
body.
HOW
JESUS CAME
I
didn’t lose consciousness but I became lost in the Spirit of God. I saw
before me two rows of trees, standing tall and straight. As I watched, I
saw one of them in the center begin to bend until the tip of it touched
the ground. I wondered why this one tree was all bent over. Then down the
road I saw Jesus. He came walking through the trees and my heart thrilled
as it always does when I see Jesus. He came and stood by the bent tree. He
stood and looked at it a moment and I wondered what He would do. Then
looking at me he smiled and placed His hand on the bent tree. With a loud
crack and pop it straightened up like the other. I said, “That’s me al
right. he will touch my body and the bones will
crack and pop and I will stand up straight and be well."
Suddenly
I heard a great noise as if a storm was coming up. I heard the wind as it
roared. I tried to speak above the noise. “He’s coming. Don’t you
hear Him? He has come at last.” Then all at once the noise subsided. All
was calm and quiet and I knew in this quietness Jesus would come. I sat in
the big chair, a hopeless cripple. I was so hungry to see Him. All at once
I saw a great white fleecy cloud form. It wasn’t the cloud I was waiting
for. Then out of the cloud stepped Jesus. It wasn’t a vision, it
wasn’t a dream. I saw Jesus. As He came walking slowly toward me I
looked on His face. The most striking thing about Jesus is His eyes. He
was tall and broad and was dressed in robes glistening white. His hair was
brown and parted in the middle. It fell over His shoulders in soft waves.
I will never forget His eyes. Many times when my body is worn and I’m
asked to do something for Jesus I would like to say no. When I remember
his eyes they compel me to go out into the harvest fields to win more
souls.
Jesus
came slowly toward me with His arms outstretched toward me. I noticed the
ugly prints of the nails in His hands. The closer He got to me the better
I felt. When He came real close I began to feel very small and unworthy. I
wasn’t anything but a little forgotten girl who was deformed and
crippled. Then all at once He smiled at me and I wasn’t afraid anymore.
He was my Jesus. His eyes held mine and if I ever looked into eyes filled
with beauty and compassion, they were the eyes of Jesus. There aren’t
many people I’ve seen who have eyes like Jesus. When I see one who has
that love and compassion in their eyes I wish I could just stay close to
them. That is the way I feel about Jesus; I want to live as close to Him
as I can.
Jesus
came and stood at the side of my chair. One part of His garment was loose
and it fell inside my chair and if my arms had not been paralyzed I could
have touched His garment. I had thought when He came to heal me I would
start talking to Him and ask Him to heal me. but
I couldn’t say a word. I just looked at Him and kept my eyes on His dear
face trying to tell Him how much I needed Him. He leaned down and looked
up in my face and spoke softly. I can hear every word right now because it
is written in my heart. He said very softly, “Betty, you have been
patient, kind and loving.” As He spoke these words I thought I
could suffer 15 more years if I could see Jesus and hear Him speak to me
again. He said, “I am going to promise you health, joy and
happiness.” I saw Him reach out His hand and I waited. Then I felt his
hand go over the knots on my spine. People say, “Don’t you ever get
tired of telling of your healing?” No, because every time I tell it I
can feel His hand again.
He
placed His hand on the very center of my spine on one of the large knots.
All at once a hot feeling as hot as fire surged through my body. Two hot
hands took my heart and squeezed it and when those hot hands let my heart
go, I could breathe normal for the first time in my life. Two hot hands
rubbed over the organs of my stomach and I knew my organic trouble was
healed, I would not need a new kidney and I would be able to digest my
food because He had healed me. The hot feeling ran on through my body.
Then I looked at Jesus to see if He would leave me just healed inside.
Jesus smiled and I felt the pressure of His hands on the knots and as His
hands pressed in the middle of my spine there was a tingling sensation
like I had touched a live wire. I felt this sensation like an electrical
current and stood on my feet just as straight as I am on this platform
speaking to you tonight. I was healed inside and outside. In 10 seconds
Jesus had healed me and made me every whit whole. He did for me in a few
moments what the doctors on this earth could not do. The Great Physician
did it and He did it perfectly.
You
say, “Betty, how did you feel when you jumped out of the chair?”
You’ll never know unless you once were a hopeless cripple. You’ll
never know unless you sat in a chair with no hope. I ran to my mother and
said, “Mom, feel, are the knots gone?"
She
felt up and down my spine and said, “Yes, they are gone! I heard the
bones crack and pop. Betty, you’re healed! You’re healed! Praise Him
for it!"
I
turned around and looked back at the chair that was empty and tears rolled
down my cheeks. My body felt light all over because I didn’t have any
pain and I had
always had pain.
I
felt tall because I had been bent almost double with my head on my chest,
the knots were gone and my spine was straight. I raised my arms and
pinched one of them. My arms had feeling. They weren’t paralyzed
anymore. I was no longer crippled and twisted, I was no longer deformed, I
was healed.
Then
I looked and saw my baby brother standing in front of the chair. Big tears
were rolling down his little cheeks. Looking up at me I heard him say,
“I saw Sis jump out of the big chair. I saw Jesus heal Sis.” He was
really thrilled. I picked up the chair, raised it above my head and said,
“See what the God I serve can do!"
Standing
right behind my baby brother Jesus still stood. He looked at me from the
soles of my feet to the top of my head. I was straight and normal. Holding
my eyes with His, He began to speak slowly and I am going to tell you what
He said. “Betty, I am giving you the desire of your heart to be healed.
You are normal and well. You have health now. You are completely well
because I healed you.”
DON'T
BE FOOLED BY THE DEVIL
The
Devil is a liar - the Devil is a very busy fellow
By:
Pastor Max Solbrekken
DON'T
BE FOOLED BY THE DEVIL
Man's
fiercest foe from the Garden of Eden
right to the end of time is not cancer, communism, disease or death. It is
the devil!’ - Billy Graham
Dr.
Rebecca Brown wasn’t doing research for a book on witchcraft when she
met Elaine, nor was she thinking about evil spirits, the devil, demons or
the occult.
Brown,
a medical doctor, was shocked by Elaine’s story of fear, torment and
bondage. When therapy and drugs failed to help, Brown was amazed at her
patient’s recovery by her acceptance of Jesus Christ.
After
Elaine’s dramatic healing and escape from the Devil, Satanism, other
tormented young people in similar straits began calling the MD’s office,
seeking similar assistance.
Dr.
Brown’s recent book 'He Came to Set the Captives Free' is the clinical
report of many of her patients, who decided after deliverance from the
Devil & evil spirits, to publicize their traumatic encounters with the
devil.
After
seven years of medical and psychological research, the medic was convinced
that Satanism, the Devil & his evil spirits, are a most destructive
and evil power, a power that can be conquered only through faith in Christ.
This
should come as no surprise since Jesus said that the Devil, Satan - the
thief - had come “only to kill, steal and to destroy”. (John 10:10)
Jesus called the devil by three names:
SATAN
- the adversary or enemy
DEVIL - the liar, false accuser,
traducer
BEELZEBUB - the God of flies or master
of filth
DABBLING
IN THE OCCULT CAN TURN PEOPLE INTO SATAN’S SLAVES
The
Bible states that he is Abaddan (Satan, the Devil) - the destroyer
and St. Paul warns that he is such a deceiver that he will “appear as an
angel of light”. (2 Corinthians 11:14)
Dabbling
in the occult can open the door to possession and a controlled life, which
turns people into the Devils - Satan’s slaves, observes Brown.
Elaine’s
story is one of sadistic and sexual bondage to evil spirits and a
ritualistic marriage to the devil.
Other
experts are also sounding the alarm, warning of the dramatic rise in Satan
worship in the US and the psychological damage it is doing to unsuspecting
youngsters. As well as the terrible trauma it causes to their families,
friends and communities.
Earlier,
devilish Satanism was dismissed as a harmless fad that would soon die out,
but now sociologists and clergymen are encountering new, scary and very
real problems linked to devil worship.
Police
have been checking out reports that covens of young people are gathering
in wooded areas near Los Angeles, to worship the devil. During this Devil
worship, sacrificial satanic rituals like killing cats and dogs have been
confirmed and officials suspect humans have been sacrificed in this Devil
worship ritual.
DEVIL
WORSHIP IS A SERIOUS PROBLEM
Devil
worship is such a serious problem that churches in the area
sponsored a seminar several years ago on Devil worship, Satanism and
neo-paganism just to learn more on the subject.
The
seminar featured a Christian response to Devil worship, evil, exorcism and
satanic deception.
“Satanism,
Devil worship is alive and well, and the sad thing is that it is growing
among teenagers”, states Roger Burt, a Christian authority.
Dr.
Billy Graham declares: “A generation ago, when I began as an evangelist,
people generally, and intellectuals in particular thought of the devil as
an anachronistic symbol, a handy expression of profanity, or as a
superstition believed in chiefly by religious eccentrics. Today, the devil
is getting maximum exposure, precisely as the Bible predicted would happen
prior to Christ’s return."
In
his book, The Second Coming: Satanism in America, Arthur Lyons states
“that from a scientific or secular viewpoint, the 1970’s revival of
devil worship, witchcraft, sorcery and occultism in America was totally
unexpected. Most intellectuals had expected belief in the devil to
disappear within a few years”.
And
Dr. John Wesley White warns: “The devil. We all wish the devil would go
away. But the devil is around a lot more than he was yesterday, and the
devil is going to be more visible and vocal tomorrow than he is
today. Like a vast, vicious virus that won’t stop, the devil's
iniquitous vices are on every hand. To be ignorant of the devil's tactics
is to lay ourselves open to chronic peril”.
According
to prophecy, Satan, the Devil will make a momentous comeback just before
Jesus returns.
Satan,
the Devil will orchestrate the world’s greatest confrontation, the
‘Battle of Armageddon’. In the end Satan, the Devil loses
totally. Only one angel will be needed to cast Satan, the Devil into the
bottomless pit forever.
For
a short while Satan, the Devil will bask in the limelight as a part of a
Troika - the unholy trinity - together with the antichrist and the false
prophet.
Then,
Satan, the Devil will be cast into the ‘Lake of Fire’ forever.
Hallelujah!
BIBLE
VERSE CAN CURE
SICKNESS & DISEASE
by:
Pastor Max Solbekken, D.D.
GOD'S
HEALING COVENANT
"And
said, If thou wilt diligently hearken to the voice of the LORD thy God,
and wilt do that which is right in his sight, and wilt give ear to his
commandments, and keep all his statutes, I will put none of these diseases
upon thee, which I have brought upon the Egyptians: for I AM the LORD that
healeth thee." (Exodus 15:26)
NONE OF THESE
DISEASES
One of the
most helpful books in print today is the classic, 'None of These Diseases'
by Dr. S.I. McMillan.
The author,
Dr. S.I. McMillan, a prominent medical doctor uses humor, common sense and
a biblical perspective, in dealing with the causes and cures of today's
diseases.
"It is
lamentable that peace does not come in capsules", he utters in
failure as he remembers the thousands of patients who left his office with
"nothing but a prescription for a bottle of pills that would only
relieve the symptoms of their illness but not attack the diseases.
The good
doctor laments that he now wishes he had rather prescribed his book, 'None
of These Diseases', so that a permanent cure could have been affected!
According to Medical Science, between 60 and 100% of all diseases are
caused by nervous tension, emotional stress and strain.
Dr. McMillan
states that emotions such as fear, sorrow, envy, resentment and hatred are
responsible for the majority of our sicknesses and diseases. And
that emotional stress can cause high blood pressure, toxic goiter,
arthritis, migraine headaches, apoplexy, heart trouble, gastro-intestinal
ulcers and other serious illnesses and diseases.
And recently
(about 1996) the American Medical Association released the findings of a
nation-wide survey of tens of thousands of their medics. One of the
questions dealt with their success ratio in treating patients. The
answer is shocking - Only 10% of patients had received any lasting help
through their medical procedures.
MEDICAL SCIENCE HISTORY RESTS ON SHAKY
FOUNDATION
Having any
problems with falling hair? What do you do to cover up that bald
spot and receding hairline?
Probably the
only solution is to massage your head, comb your hair forward, get a
toupee or just simply let it fall.
CRAZY CURES
FOR DISEASES 3500 YEARS AGO
If you had
lived about 3500 years ago you would have gotten very different advice -
not from a therapist but from your physician.
He would have
quoted from the famous medical authority of that day, Papyrus Ebers.
"When it
falls out, one remedy is to apply a mixture of six fats, namely those of
the horse, the hippopotamus, the crocodile, the cat, the snake and the
ibex. To strengthen it, anoint with the tooth of a donkey crushed in
honey."
THE PAPYRUS
EBERS - AN ANCIENT MEDICAL WORLD GUIDE - REMEDIES FOR DISEASES 1552 BC
The Papyrus
Ebers was published about 1552 BC and occupied a dominant position in the
ancient medical world and was one of the leading guides for practicing
physicians for a long time.
There are
literally hundreds of remedies for diseases in this book, such as lizard's
blood, swine's teeth, putrid meat, stinking fat, moisture from pig's ears,
milk goose grease, asses hooves, animal fat from various sources, excrete
from animals, including human beings, donkeys, antelopes, dogs, cats and
even flies.
THROUGH
MOSES, GOD MADE HIS HEALING COVENANT WITH THE JEWISH NATION
Moses was born
about the time the 'Papyrus Ebers' was written in Egypt. He was
educated in their highest schools of learning - scholars think he was also
a physician - as the son of Pharaoh's daughter.
But when God
called Moses to lead His people out of Egyptian bondage, he did not borrow
from the "occultist clap-trap" in their medical books of disease
remedies. He rejected the highest, most respected medical authority
of that day.
Moses'
directive was "Heed the voice of God, do right, obey His
commandments, keep His statutes and I will heal you".
God did not
borrow medical advice from the 'Papyrus Ebers'. His advice to Moses was
contrary to the most highly respected medical thought of that day.
THE CHURCH
WAS INSTRUMENTAL IN STOPPING THE BLACK DEATH DISEASE
Millions of
Europeans died of the disease Leprosy for hundreds of years. Some
physicians thought the cause of the disease Leprosy was eating hot food or
the meat of diseased hogs. Others blamed the disease Leprosy on
malign conjunction of the planets.
Approximately
60 million people died from the BLACK DEATH disease in the 14th century.
Dr. George Rosen of Columbia University writes: "Leadership was taken
by the Church, as the physicians had nothing to offer. The Church
took as its guiding principal the concept of contagion as embodied in the
Old Testament.
DISEASE OF
LEPROSY - PEOPLE AFFLICTED WITH THIS DISEASE WERE QUARANTINE
"Once the
condition of leprosy has been established, the patient was to be
segregated and excluded from the community...it accomplished the first
great feat...in methodical eradication of disease."
Possibly, the
Church needs to investigate measures to insure that the AIDS epidemic does
not leap from high risk groups to the general population, since
governmental and medical bodes are again "doing nothing".
For centuries
in Europe, multitudes perished from deadly diseases because of improper
hygiene, sanitation and sloppy hospitals. In many villages, human
excrement and waste was dumped into the streets, bringing deadly diseases,
creating epidemics of typhoid, cholera and dysentery.
GOD HAD GIVEN
INSTRUCTIONS FOR THE BURYING OF WASTES 3500 YEARS AGO
The solution
to the problem that was causing these deadly diseases, the burying of
wastes, had been given by God 3500 years before (in Deuteronomy 23:12-13).
HYGIENE CUT
MORTALITY RATE - GOOD HYGIENE STOPPED DISEASES FROM SPREADING
Vienna in the
1840s was famous as a medical center. One of the most famous
teaching hospitals of that day was Allegemeine Krakenhus. In
its maternity ward, one out of six women died.
Dr. Ignaz
Semmelveis discovered that if doctors washed their hands well, after doing
autopsies and before examining expectant mothers, the mortality rate
dropped drastically.
Dr. Semmelveis
was not applauded by the Medical Profession. However, he was
ridiculed by his peers, discredited, lost his position and eventually
succumbed to the pressure, dying in a mental hospital.
Moses had
given the same advice many centuries before (in Numbers 19). If
wasn't until 1878 that the method of cleaning hands and instruments was
introduced by men like John Tyendall, Louis Pasteur and Sir Joseph Lister
that the mortality rate began to drop.
The New York
State Department of Health, in 1960, issued a book describing a method of
washing the hands very similar to that found the BIBLE - Numbers Chapter
19.
JOHN WESLEY,
FOUNDER OF THE METHODIST CHURCH DECLARED IT WAS GOD'S WILL FOR MIRACLES TO
BE IN THE CHURCH, BUT THE MIRACLES HAD BEEN LOST DUE TO UNBELIEF
It's
interesting to note that John Wesley - founder of the Methodist Church
declared that it is God's will for miracles to be in the Church, for the
entire Church age, but have been lost to the church because of UNBELIEF.
He further
stated, "The only method of physics employed by the Early Church for
the first 400 years, was the prayer of faith."
Medical
science has come a long way since Papyrus Ebers was published in 1552, BC
and even since the 1840's in Vienna, but I still think that when your
family physician advises you to get a second or third opinion about an
operation, its a good idea.
Now if anyone
wants to try the remedy for falling hair, don't let me discourage you. But
then where would you find a hippopotamus these days?
As for me and
my house, we will Trust the Lord and serve Him only!
WHAT
IS THE KEY
to receiving
healing, miracles and answers to Prayer?
By:
Pastor Max Solbrekken, D.D.
SEEKING GOD IN PRAYER, PRAISE, WORSHIP AND EXPECTANT FAITH
The
key to
receiving miracles and answers to prayers in found in seeking God in
prayer, praise, worship and having expectant faith. Unfailing faith that
God will answer your prayers and expect a miracle. I
believe that a major key to miraculous healing miracles can be found
in the steadfast faith, steadfast godly lifestyle and exemplary Christian
testimony.
A
DOCTOR ANSWERS QUESTIONS ON FAITH HEALING
By:
Dr. A. Wagenaar of Hilversum, Holland
Questions:
Dr. Wagenaar, will you tell us what your position is in the field of
science?
Answers:
"I have been medical superintendent in the
Orchidee Hospital, Hilversum, for the last six years. Before that I was a
family doctor for 23 years in Dordrecht."
Questions:
Do you believe in
miracles of healing?
Answers:
"Of course! In my practice as a family doctor I have seen many
miracles take place."
Questions:
When is healing
a miracle?
Answers:
"When it is not the result of medical
treatment."
Questions:
Can a miracle not be
explained away psychologically?
Answers:
"No, that is not to be thought of. Just
as you cannot explain away the miracles of the New Testament.
"Every
physician knows that spontaneous miracles do occur. You will be interested
to know that spontaneous hearings have even been reported in patients who
suffer from cancer. This has been publicized several times in medical
journals. Medical science has admitted that miracles do occur after the
prayer of faith."
Questions:
You said that you have
seen miracles occur in your practice. Could you give us an example?
Answers:
"Yes, in Dordrecht I had a very busy practice.
A family doctor in the course of his practice meets many people who are in
urgent need of medical help and he does all he can to help them.
"I
will tell you about one patient. He used to play music in bars and was
inclined to treat life lightly. He needed an operation and I gave him a
card for the hospital. But before he was to be operated on I asked him to
go with me to one of Ev. Johan Maasbach's big meetings. He agreed and,
during the meeting, concentrated on God. When he went later to check in
for the operation the surgeon said, You can go home, we are not going to
operate on you, you are totally healed!"
Questions:
Have you advised other
people too to go to Johan Maasbach's meetings?
Answers:
"Yes, many! Generally after an
introductory talk and often after I have spoken to one of the elders of
the church; I asked the elder to visit my patient and, so to speak, break
the ice. I know that Br. Maasbach sends the patient on to the Heavenly
Doctor who can do more than all the branches of science combined.
"Over
and above those I have mentioned I have sent many others to Br. Maasbach
after they had been to consult me. I have seen them saved in the meeting
and healed as well. I am so glad that in this time when one church after
another is being broken down there are still people who let their voices
be heard more than ever. We urgently need more men like Johan Maasbach.
He
is a man who has preached for many years that sickness usually comes from
within - from the heart of man - and is often the result of hate, envy,
grudges and bitterness. Now medical science too admits that many diseases
are a result of inner tensions!"
Questions:
You believe then that
Br. Maasbach is not being medically irresponsible in what he preaches?
Answers:
"No indeed! He preaches that people who come
forward for healing must bring not only their sins but also their cares
and all their inner problems to God. That is a healing truth. That is
biblical truth."
Questions:
How did you yourself
come to faith in Christ?
Answers:
"I will tell you! When I was a young man of 23
1 almost drowned. I was trying to save a woman who had fallen into the
water and it nearly resulted in my own death. However, after fighting for
my life and finally reaching dry land, I was a new man. I knew that I had
reached a spiritual turning point. God had let me live!"
Questions:
What do you think about
certain doctors who have seen miracles with their own eyes and still
refuse to believe?
Answers:
"I have met people who have had their healing
confirmed by many people and who afterwards went to various doctors to
demonstrate their hea5;ng only to be rejected. I must assume that these
doctors are totally blind to God's existence..
This
is not however a problem peculiar to medical science; you know as well as
I do that many ministers, preachers and priests; are just as blind to the
message of divine heating."
Questions:
Doctor, do you often
speak to your patients about faith in Jesus Christ?
Answers:
"I always do so when I feel so guided. When you
know that, medically speaking, there is no cure possible then - at least
this is how it is for me - you can only speak a positive word, the Word of
God.
"I
have personally led several people who were ill to the through inner
tensions to the Lord. Only He, Jesus Christ, can give that desperately
needed rest."
Questions:
Do you think that later
a medical cure may be found for certain illnesses which can now only be
cured by a miracle?
Answers:
"If I think of cancer, I know that man is hard
at work to find a cure. This is the prediction and hope of everyone
working in that field. However they have not yet found a cure. And should
a medical cure be found there will still be other incurable
illnesses…"
Questions:
Finally doctor, do you
consider that personal faith in Jesus Christ is of importance to science?
Answers:
"Very important!! You know that science has
gone out on a limb in believing that man is descended from apes. Science
is still trying to find the missing link!! The friction between faith and
science is that when man comes to faith he can no longer accept such
theories as that of evolution.
"Faith
in Jesus Christ is of the utmost importance for all, including those
engaged in the pursuit of scientific knowledge."
"...
and with His stripes we were healed." Isaiah 53:5
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